Staying away from social media seemed like a huge ordeal and the urge to stalk her made me restless and I was back on Facebook within three days. I straight away texted her and asked her about her well being and she mocked me saying, oh! You had said you were away for a month! You came a bit too soon. Her mock was too tough for me to handle and weighed with all this heavy feelings, the last thing I expected was she making a mockery of me. I unfriended her that day and vowed to never call her that day but deep down I wished if she could just come back and we could have those intimate moments again, how beautiful that would be. I spent the coming two months destroyed in her thoughts, died within but alive in the eyes of my parents and friends. It was a difficult phase. You could never share this things with your parents and friends, oh! They are amazing people, I could never share this with them, I simply couldn’t. My sanity was being tested and I felt mocked by time. Portraying happiness when you are broken down into lumps of sadness is the toughest thing to do.