I've been lost. You've made me feel lost. I dont know what to feel. Or even HOW to feel . You've made me blind, but I can still see every little thing in this mad world. Everything has changed. I've been redescovering myself, some points of my weak personality. But I've discovered as well that I can be much stronger than I always though. You've prompted me to life, and guess what.. I was searching for that stimuli. However, even after all I can still feel myself lost. This might be your power. I've never faced such indecision. Sometimes your smile make me wonder about the beauty of life. And sometimes I just dont care about it (no ofenses). I've been feeling revigoured, like if an unknown powerful dose of energy has been injected in my blood. Unfortunately, I dont know the source of that energy. Is it you? This question has been provoking me for so long. Shouldn't I feel it in a more intense way? I don't. Eventhough your name is hidden in may deep brain. I really dont have to do any effort to remind myself of your existance. I've been wondering why you cause all these reactions in me. These weird, unexpectable reactions. I dont wait for your message. And even if you text me, I wont be excited about it. I dont wait for the moment when I can see you. It doesnt matter. Maybe its because I know I can't. And you won't. And the most useful thing I've learned is to put my feet on the floor and be realistic. It's not gonna happen. And I've accepted somehow this idea. Even if your name still triggers me.
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