ME that's what this is. With my flaws, scares, grey hair, dark circles. This is me Stacy. A mother of 2 girls and 2 boys. A furmom to 4 dogs and a cat. A wife who wishes that there was more hours in the day just to snuggle with her boo. A nurse that even on the craziest 12 hour shifts, doesn't want to leave until she makes sure her coworkers will be okay. A nurse that no matter what loves her job. And everything about it😁. A daughter who loves her dad but misses her mom each day and hates the word hospice but knows it's for the best of some. A sister who wants to hug her baby sis each day and her little brother too. An aunt who loves her neices and nephews so dang much I'd do anything for them to an extent(lol). A granddaughter that wishes she could spend more time with gma and gpa. A daughter in law that calls her inlaws mom and dad becuase that's how they treat her. A sister inlaw that loves the family she married into even though we dont always see eye to eye. A friend/neighbor that will help you if I can, find you help, listen to you vent and it will never leave my lips. My childrens friends 2nd mom so they know they always have a safe place. And their parents know they dont have to worry no matter how many kids are here or genders nothing bad will happen I promise. And a ex who understands that stuff happens, we all fall and if you need a hand just ask. This is me. This is what I have become over 32 years of watching my parent fight, then divorce, my dad change into a different person, my mom, sis and step dad move far away. Losing people in highschool that I still want to call. Losing residents that I felt where family. Going through my own divorce. Meeting my soul mate. Having one child, to 3 in a matter a minutes, then adding a 4th. Opening up my home to people I love. To struggling with chronic illness and doctors who never understand. Losing my mama not even 3 months ago. I am me I am strong. I am here. Love yall.
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