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behindert 1 (2024) behindert du hast so viel angst vor diesem wort dabei benutzt du es ständig nur nicht dann wenn du es solltest du benutzt es nicht weil es eine beleidigung ist für dich aber nicht für mich ist es identität --- // Photo by Chris Nguyen on Unsplash #ableismus #BehindertUndStolz #bookstagram #DeutscheAutoren #DeutschePoesie #gedichte #instalyrik #instapoesie #instapoetry #lyrik #poesie #PoetryPorn #schreiben #worte #WriterCommunity
Alone in a crowded room 🌻 . . I’ve been battling with a lot of loneliness in the last year. It’s a tough thing to admit, but really is hard. I think I’ve learned that as you get older, people aren’t meant to stay with you forever, perhaps not in the way you originally thought. It changes, people move on, forget you or don’t remember you anymore. I guess I’ve just learned to make friends with my solitude, to feel content in my introverted ways, do my work, read, write, just be. But one thing I’ve really battled with for a long time is feeling more alone whenever I’m in a crowded place. There’s a certain emptiness that overcomes me when I see others having fun with their friends, with their partners. And sometimes it also comes when I have been invited somewhere and can’t connect with anyone. I try my best to talk, but know no one wants to listen, so I choose to stay alone and watch. Perhaps I’m not the fun type to drink, party and be loud, so I’d rather not get in the way. I know it’s difficult to get along with someone like me. To feel like a burden when I can’t be different to who I am. It’s a difficult battle to deal with. To want to be included, to want to be with others, but also realising I’m not the typical person people want to associate with. Many people will only turn to me when they need someone to listen. That, I am always willing to offer. So I’ll stay, pretty as a wallflower, until someone chooses to notice me. How lonely it can be, standing in the corners of a crowded room. 💛 P.s. on a side note, as a wallflower for most of my life, I can’t wait for Bridgerton Season 3 next month. This one is for all the wallflowers who ever felt the same 💛 Follow for more: @trisha_poetry | #thaidarpoetry Art: Wallflower, Cheiranthus cheiri from La botanique de J. J. Rousseau by Pierre-Joseph Redouté (1759–1840). Original from the Library of Congress. Digitally enhanced by rawpixel.com. (couldn’t pass up the opportunity)
one of my favorite I have written in this escparil challenge. kudos to @kafkacodes for suggesting me I write about healing. you're a real one. escapril day twenty eight — surgery. #poemsfromann #escapril2024 #escapril
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