Trying to not feel depressed today. I received my results yesterday for this growth below my eye and its positive for Basal Cell Carcinoma. So now I have to have Cosmetic Surgery to remove it since its so close to my eye. I am happy and thank full it was caught in the early stages. But damn I have had so many health issues last few years its insane.
From being high risk pregnancy with HPV cancer that magically went away which was awesome but weird at the same time. To finding out I have a cancerous tumor on my pancreas that I have to get checked every year, having Fibromyalgia, Gallbladder removed.
To dealing with Tremors, Concentration problems, twisting of the tongue, problems with balance, that one neurologist thought I have early Parkinson’s Disease and wanted to check me for, but they fell ill now I have a new Neuro and they say I’m too young for Parkinson’s, but doesn’t know why I’m Having all these symptoms and summed it up as Essential Tremors.
To now having Basal Cell and needing that removed.
I think what bothers me the most is the unknowns. Like why am I having all these Neurological issues, and the tumor on my pancreas. I’m not being treated for any of these issues. I just self medicate at home by avoiding what triggers a lot of my symptoms or just dealing with it. I was on anti seizure medicine once but it was causing my heart to flutter and beat too fast. So they took my off of that.
People that don’t know and see me in public look at me weird as if I’m a crack head or something when my tremors and movement is really bad. Cause I’m trying not to shake and twitch. But my head will twitch or turn side ways, or arms shaking and moving slowly. Its so embarrassing at times. 🤦🏻♀️
I’m just having a lil bit of a down day. It wont last long, I wont let it. 😂 Just needed to vent, thank you for letting me and listening to me. ✌🏼
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