๐๐จ๐ฎโ๐ซ๐ ๐๐ฅ๐ฅ ๐ญ๐ก๐๐ญ ๐ฒ๐จ๐ฎ ๐ง๐๐๐.
Yesterday I went searching for comfort from someone and they were emotionally unavailable. I reached out as they stood before me and all I felt was glass. Hard and cold.
I hung my head down and I began to crumble at their feet because they couldnโt give me what I needed. I felt unworthy. I felt devalued. I questioned why they didnโt want me? Why wasnโt I worth giving what I was asking for? I yelled, โALL IM ASKING FOR IS A DAMN HUG! CANT YOU SEE IM HURTING?! AM I NOT WORTHY OF YOUR LOVE? DONT YOU WANT TO COMFORT ME?!โ
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At this point I expected them to walk away and cuss me out. When I looked up and looked into their eyes, the person I had been needing, yearning, and reaching for was looking back at me with eyes full of tears...the person looking back was a reflection in the mirror of me. โฃ
๐ ๐จ๐๐ญ๐๐ง ๐ ๐๐ญ ๐๐ฌ๐ค๐๐ ๐ฐ๐ก๐ฒ ๐๐จ ๐ฒ๐จ๐ฎ ๐ฐ๐๐๐ซ + ๐ฆ๐๐ค๐ ๐ฐ๐๐ข๐ฌ๐ญ๐๐๐๐๐ฌ? ๐๐ซ๐ ๐ญ๐ก๐๐ฒ ๐ฃ๐ฎ๐ฌ๐ญ ๐๐ง ๐๐๐๐๐ฌ๐ฌ๐จ๐ซ๐ฒ? ๐๐ฌ ๐ข๐ญ ๐๐จ๐ซ ๐๐๐ฌ๐ก๐ข๐จ๐ง? ๐๐ง๐ ๐ ๐ญ๐๐ฅ๐ฅ ๐ญ๐ก๐๐ฆ, โ๐๐ก๐๐ฒ ๐๐ซ๐ ๐ฆ๐ฒ ๐ ๐๐ง๐ญ๐ฅ๐ ๐ฅ๐ข๐ญ๐ญ๐ฅ๐ ๐ซ๐๐ฆ๐ข๐ง๐๐๐ซ๐ฌ ๐ญ๐จ ๐ฅ๐จ๐ฏ๐ ๐ฆ๐. ๐๐จ ๐ก๐จ๐ฅ๐ ๐ฆ๐. ๐๐ก๐๐ญ ๐ ๐ ๐จ๐ญ ๐ฆ๐. ๐๐ง๐ ๐ข๐ง ๐ฆ๐จ๐ฆ๐๐ง๐ญ๐ฌ ๐ ๐๐จ๐งโ๐ญ ๐ก๐๐ฏ๐ ๐ญ๐ก๐ ๐ฌ๐ญ๐ซ๐๐ง๐ ๐ญ๐ก ๐ญ๐จ ๐ก๐จ๐ฅ๐ ๐ฆ๐ฒ๐ฌ๐๐ฅ๐ ๐ญ๐จ๐ ๐๐ญ๐ก๐๐ซ...๐ญ๐ก๐๐ฒ ๐ฐ๐ข๐ฅ๐ฅ.โ
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