The caption for this picture is *When your life is stuck in a triangle of work - gym - home, and you do nothing about to change it, but expect a miracle to happen … or an apocalypse 🙂↔️* #gymmemes #gymmeme Lately, I realized that I care less and less about everything, and I am wondering if I am too #depressed or simply achieved to a state of #nirvana. Is this how being old is? Is this how old people feel all time and hence, they are perceived to be wise? Like I completely lost motivation in life and don’t f*cking care about anything. Well, most things. I guess I accepted the reality that #idontmatteratall #nothingmakessense and #ourexistenceisfutile. We are just randomly evolved creatures due to random circumstances, created our own random series of rules and now we randomly try obeying our own created lies just to coexist collectively expecting the entire universe to follow our lies. When things don’t go in our own made up system or conceptual understanding of life or how others respond to our actions, then we get pissed off. No matter what you do dude, #youaregoingtodieanyway and won’t be remembered. You can visit the most amazing countries, buy most expensive stuff or live an expensive delusional life, none of it matters. While most people may find this negative, I found #innerpeace in this because it’s fair. I want to believe in that this is part of being over 40. On the other hand, Instagram disagrees with me and I am constantly bombarded with therapy links 🤫. But there is another reason why I am always stuck in this triangle. I AM F*CKING BROKE DUDE! LIKE I DONT UNDERSTAND HOW PEOPLE GO ON SEVERAL COUNTRIES EVERY YEAR, I CANNOT EVEN GO TO GROCERY STORE BROKE!. I guess when you are as broke as me, your hobbies are limited with going to gym and sleeping 😴. . . . . . . . . . #gymfail #gymmen #gymrat #scruffy #scruffymen #fitandforty #muscleman #musclehunk #hung #hairymen #hairymuscle #hairylegs #bulge #bulgemen #muscle #hairybear #musclebear #muscledaddy #beardaddy #daddyissues #menonly.