I will never not miss you ππππβ€οΈ #dogsofaustralia #dogsarethebestpeople #dogsofinstagram #wadidoginaustralia #wadidog #wadi #omanidog #omani #expatdog #iloveyou #iloveyouforever #furever #imissyou #griefisheavy #grief #petloss #sadness #heartbroken
Today marks 7 days since we said our last goodbyes. 7 days since I woke up in the living room with you after dragging the spare mattress through the house so we could sleep next to each other in relative comfort. 7 days since I messaged my sister, and a couple of other close people, to say I was losing you ππππ I didn't realise it would be as quick as it was. Of course, at 16, I knew it was somewhere on the horizon, but you'd been so healthy. I thought we might have a few more nights on the floor, but by the time the kids came home from school it would have been cruel to make you wait even one more night ππ And now, when I wake up tomorrow, it will be day 8 of not being near you. How rude the world is that it just keeps on keeping on, and we have to keep on keeping on with it, while we mourn your absence ππππ There was a time, before I'd learnt about emotional wellness and somatic work, before I'd processed my deep rooted pain from previous hurts, before I'd learnt how to allow myself to feel the depths of grief, that I thought these 8 days would have been filled with valium or some other sedative. There was a time where I thought feeling so deeply would destroy me, and the best thing to do would be to mask it. I'm not masking it. I'm not putting a band-aid on it to make it feel better at a surface level. Much like with Indy and with my Aunty (which is so very, very raw), I am letting myself feel it, be engulfed by it, and no doubt changed because of it. And it absolutely sucks. I want the world to stop and I want to do nothing but think of you and cry for you. And for 3 days I did. And the world kept going :/ I miss you. I will miss you for so very, very long. Soul Dog, you were one in a lifetime and I am so, so grateful it was my bed you chose to be born under. I am so, so grateful you made the trip here from Oman safely and that we got to spend 15 years being Australian together β€οΈ I will be heartbroken for a long time...as well I should, because how could you love something that much and not be? You can't. And what a very sad love note that is ππππ𧑠#dogsofinstagram #dogsofinsta #dogsofaustralia #wadidog #wadidoginaustralia #grief
Fun in the sun with many paws πΎ π π #dogsofinstagram #dogsofaustralia #dogsofaustralia #omanidog #Omani #wadidog #wadidogsofinstagram #wadidoginaustralia #expatdog #rescuedogs #rescuedogsofinstagram #adoptdontshop #preciouspawsanimalrescueinc #adognamedpumpkin #adogisforlife #kidsneeddogs #bestfriends #dogsandkids #ilovemydog #Australia #dayboro #seqld
2 years ago, I took Pumpkin away for a weekend, just me and her, the way it was before life got busier with kids and family things. It was the best weekend away - my whole focus was her and just being present with my soul dog β€οΈππ« And it was amazing. I love making memories with you girl β€οΈππ You are the best dog β€οΈβ€οΈβ€οΈ #dogs #dogsmakemehappy #dogsofaustralia #dogsofinstagram #wadidog #wadidoginaustralia #wadidogsofinstagram #omanidog #Oman #Omani #expatdog #pupster #dogsarefamily #bestfriend #dogsarethebestpeople #adogisforlife #adognamedpumpkin #adoptdontshop #rescuedogsofinstagram #rescuepet #rescuedogs
15 years on the same life path β€οΈππ I love you forever Pumpkin π Soul Dog π« Goodest girl β€οΈ We've done a lot together, you and I β€οΈβ€οΈ 3 countries 7 houses 2 big relationships and their breakups 2 kids 1 litter of puppies A whole lifetime of love for you β€οΈ Good dogs stay, so stay forever β€οΈβ€οΈππππ #dogsmakemehappy #dogsofaustralia #dogs #dogsarefamily #dogsofinstagram #dogsofinsta #dogsareforlife #adogisforlife #doglife #goodestgirl #bestgirl #wadidog #omanidog #wadidoginaustralia #expatdog #souldog #adognamedpumpkin #pumpkin
15 years old and still the biggest love of my life β€οΈππ Thank you for walking with me for so long β€οΈπβ€οΈ #wadidog #wadidoginaustralia #Oman #omanidog #expatdog #travellerdog #adognamedpumpkin #souldog #dogsarefamily #dogsofinstagram #dogs #dogsofaustralia #dogsmakemehappy #bestfriends #bestfriend #heartdog #bestdog #goodgirl
HAPPY 15th BIRTHDAY PUMPKIN ππππβ€οΈ 15 years (and 2 days) ago, you were born under my bed in what feels like half the world away. You have travelled over the seas with me and you have become as Australian as I have. Your wild, highly instinctive ways have calmed over the years and you now embody every bit the domestic dog you were never born to be, and you do it so very, very well!! You were born to be on the look out and protect, and you've done it so fantastically well β€οΈ You spent years making sure you barked everything away and kept us safe. And I love that you now get to relax, thinking you did the very best of jobs (which you did!), because you can't hear any of it β€οΈβ€οΈ My Soul Dog, my Wadi girl, my goodest girl, 15 years with you have been phenomenal β€οΈππ I love you so frikken much my golden girl β€οΈπβ€οΈ Thank you for walking your whole life alongside me β€οΈππ We adore you! Happy 15th birthday πππ #dogsofinstagram #dogsofaustralia #doglife #mansbestfriend #seniordog #streetdog #expatdog #wadidog #wadidoginaustralia #omani #omanidog #adogisforlife #dogsarefamily #souldog #celebrate #celebratelife #celebratingyou #dogsarethebest #dogsarethebestpeople #lifewithdogs #kidsneedpets #growingupwithpets #dogsaregreat #dogsaregreattherapy #nervoussystemregulationwithpets
Poochie love before school β€πΆππ . . . . . #family #familyportrait #mylittlestloves #myfavouritegirl #myfavouriteboy #pumpkin #souldog #wadidog #wadidoginaustralia #omani #omanidog #dogsarefamily #ilovemykids #ilovemydogs #ilovemyhome #kidsofinstagram #dogsofinstagram #rescuedogsofinstagram
Puppy love β€ππ Pumpkin and Kipling β€β€β€ . . . . #souldog #dogsarethebestpeople #dogsofinsta #dogsofinstagram #dogsarefamily #Pumpkin #Kipling #wadidog #wadidogsofinstagram #wadidoginaustralia #omani #omanidog #streetdog #winnielove
Double rainbow over my littlest love and soul dog β€π©βπ§ππ . . . . #bestdaughterever #littlestlove #myfavouritegirl #mylittlegirl #Pumpkin #souldog #wadidog #wadidoginaustralia #winnielove #stayforever #rainbows #protected #loved
Littlest love and soul dog. Fresh morning walks β€ππ©βπ§πππ . . . . #mylittlegirl #myfavouritegirl #kidsofinstagram #blueeyedgirl #pumpkin #souldog #wadidog #wadidoginaustralia #omani #winnielove #dogsofinstagram
Dog Dayz β€πππ . . . . #dogsofinstagram #dogsofinsta #souldog #pumpkin #winnielove #wadidog #wadidoginaustralia #omandog #worldtraveller #dogsarethebestpeople #dogsarefamily #sunshinecoast #sunnydays #dogdays
12 years in the making....pupster to 12 years old β€β€ Love you soul dog β€β€ So lucky to have travelled the whole of your journey with you! If only we could have another 12 years π’ I don't like how life might look without you in it ππβ€ . . . . . #pumpkin #souldog #stayforever #dontgo #winnielove #wadidog #wadidogsofinstagram #wadidoginaustralia #worldtraveller #dogsofinstagram #dogsarethebestpeople #dogsarefamily #bestfriend
We love you soul dog β€ 12 years in each other's lives (mine, not the little's)....wish it could be another 12 ππβ€π . . . . #souldog #pumpkin #wadidog #wadidoginaustralia #adogisforlife #family #dogsarefamily #dogsofinstagram
Soul dog β€ππ . . . . #Pumpkin #souldog #stayforver #dogsarefamily #dogsofinstagram #winnielove #wadidog #wadidoginaustralia #Omani