...Oh sorry, i was just talking to myself.. Well, may seem pretty obvious but it is still true. If you don't love yourself, no one else will ever do. And... if a spider is able to love itself - as you might know, spiders are the most ugly beings on earth - what could be your excuse? #fredwardfall #selflove #loveyourself #art #illustration #mentalhealth
God's very best trick was making us believe in the devil... ...and that he is the evil one. It's always the same, you just need someone to blame. #thegoodgod #fredwardfall #devil #darkart #sketchbook
...is it? Well it definitely is to the pigs. Cause it's true. It's not about destroying lovely childhood memories or cute little kids books but we need to see the ambivalence of how we treat and eat animals. That doesn't mean you're not allowed to eat meat. Nowadays you need to point that out on social media... But we need to think about your actions and behaviours. In the end we'll always win, literally and personally. The pigs don't have any chance at all. But wouldn't it be fair to even mind the life we consume? #HonestyandFrederick #fredwardfall #piggeldy #sketchbook #digitalart
This one is for you mum. Thank you. Aaaaand... I think many mums should hear this so if you want to send it to your mum too, please do. Magical mum's day! #fredwardfall #mothersday #mum #witch #digitalart #darkdrawing #characterdesign #sketchbook #magic
Happy day of the dad, dad. I've been following your footsteps for quite a while now and probably more than I was aware of. Obviously the apple does not fall far from the tree. Have a great day and have an apple. They're healthy. 😉 @all: Feel free to share this if you want and maybe like it if you like it. 😉 Thanks 🖤 . . . #dayofthedad #fredwardfall #fathersday #fatherandson #darkart #digitalart #death
I hate myself for punishing me I hate myself for not being me I hate myself for my inability for my fears and panic and anxiety. I hate myself for so many things I hate myself for the pathetic kinks I hate that I always wait til it's too late I hate to wait for another mistake. I hate myself for not being fair to myself to my soul and that I never care for that little worn frightened personality that I am and that I hate to be. #fredwardfall #hate #yourself #digitalart #sketchbook
Just a beautiful lie... You don't need to take away very much to turn a beautiful life into a beautiful lie. #fredwardfall #beautifullie #reflection #darkart #digitalart
honestly not the best year laying behind but a new one begins and I'm hoping for the best. 😅 Starting with celebrating myself cause that's the trending vibe, isn't it? 😉 Well there's a present too - i set up a short 1 day sale on etsy. So if you want to get yourself a present and support me with this you're highly welcome. Thanks and love. 🖤🥳 #fredwardfall #birthday #digitalart
Well, i didn't forget to drop Lucies charactersheet but had some serious and weird technical issues last days.. So here is the missing Lucie aka Ghostlucie sheet and i hope you enjoy. 🖤 #fredwardfall #characterdesign #digitalart #characteristics #darkart
Just another creepy character sheet and today it's Scarlett and Rick. Rick is new, i invented him very recently so if you don't know him - now you will. 😉 #fredwardfall #characterdesign #digitalart #characteristics #darkart
🖤🖤🖤𝕯𝕴𝕯 𝖂𝕬𝕬𝕸𝕳 𝕷𝕭🖤🖤🖤 Wenn ihr euch fragt: „Was sollen das denn für Buchstaben sein?“🤔 Es sind die Abkürzungen für die drei neuen #stoffpanele von @fredwardfall Dressed in Darkness https://metalmotte.de/products/panel-75-x-150cm-dressed-in-darkness We are all mad here https://metalmotte.de/products/vb-panel-75-x-150cm-we-are-all-mad-here Lavender ballett https://metalmotte.de/products/panel-75-x-150cm-lavender-ballet Nachdem alle vorbestellten Exemplare zu euch raus sind und ein paar Panele hier in ihren Sammelboxen schlummern, bleiben noch ein paar übrig. 🤘🖤 Schaut mal rein, ob eins vielleicht zu euch darf. Passenden #kombistoff, ebenfalls von #fredwardfall und Bündchen (schaut mal in die #story) haben wir auch im Shop. Viel Spaß mit Florians Motiven. . . . #metalmotte #kristinheldrung #kristinheldrungdesign #goth #weareallmadhere #dressedindarkness #lavender #schwarz #black #darkness #stoff #stoffliebe #eigenproduktion #schwarzistbuntgenug #stoffedrucken #schwarznäht #creepy #cute #nähenfürmädchen #nähenfürjungs #selbernähen #metalstoffe #nähenverbindet #nähenmachtsüchtig #nähenistmeinjoga #gothstoffe
Here's another character sheet. Today it's Emily and Sirius. #fredwardfall #characterdesign #characteristics # digitalart #darkart
So, finally after a few years of ignoring the storyline and details i worked out and finished the characteristics of my little creeps. Starting with Fredward and Webster today I'll drop them all in the next few days. I hope you enjoy it and if you want all the full characteristics I'll put them into the next art book that will be available soon. ✌️🖤 #fredwardfall #characterdesign #characteristics # digitalart #darkart
Kill your emotions before your emotions kill you. The only way to stop the pain. ...and love, joy, satisfaction and every other good feeling. So, not an easy choice. The damn overall ambivalence of life. . . . #fredwardfall #killer #emotions #digitalart #darkart
It's the stories that we have been told, that separate us when we have grown old. The songs that have been sung, when we were young. As a kid we don't know monsters, we're just curious and open.. we never expect anything wrong from what surrounds us. We listen to whoever sings us to sleep. We get used to what we got used to. There's no reflection. When we've grown old we know monsters. That ones we were told of, that ones we were introduced to and that one, we see in the mirror. The one we've become. The one from that song. And that one really won't let you sleep... #fredwardfall #sing #sleep #monster #digitalart
It's the stories that we have been told, that separate us when we have grown old. The songs that have been sung, when we were young. As a kid we don't know monsters, we're just curious and open.. we never expect anything wrong from what surrounds us. We listen to whoever sings us to sleep. We get used to what we got used to. There's no reflection. When we've grown old we know monsters. That ones we were told of, that ones we were introduced to and that one, we see in the mirror. The one we've become. The one from that song. And that one really won't let you sleep... #fredwardfall #sing #sleep #monster #digitalart
🖤🖤🖤𝕾𝖙𝖔𝖋𝖋𝖒𝖆𝖗𝖐𝖙🖤🖤🖤 Kommendes Wochenende findet ihr unseren Stand in #regensburg auf dem Dultplatz und am Sonntag in #Ingolstadt auf dem Festplatz. Da sind wir mit dem @stoffmarktexpo unterwegs. Mit dabei neue Stöffchen, viel Freude, euch zu sehen und fast allen Produkte. Wen sehen wir dort und dürfen wir euch etwas Bestimmtes einpacken? . . . #metalmotte #kristinheldrung #kristinheldrungdesign #fredwardfall #heavysaurus #stoffmarktexpo #stoffe #eigenproduktion #nähenistwiezaubernkönnen #deutschholländischerstoffmarkt #nähenistmeinyoga #nähenistliebe #schwarzistbuntgenug #grünistdasneueschwarz #nähenistschön #nähen #schwarznäht #metalstoffe #gothicstoff #dasschwarzeauge #dsa #dsa5 #nähenfürkinder #nähenfürbabies #nähenfürmänner #nähenfürmich #nähenmachtsüchtig #danke
Don't focus your fear. It seems bigger than it is. The more attention you give, the more your demons dance. They grow and try to impress you with always new kinda stuff and expanding it all way too big. You know your demons. Don't put them in the spotlight. Put them into ignorance. It sometimes is hard cause they're running a god-damned circus to catch your attention and sometimes they'll win. But don't watch their always same old movies that you've seen so many times. This is absolutely not a call for displacement of struggles or ignoring serious problems. Just focus the light not the shadows it throws. #fredwardfall #light #darkness #shadow #spooky #digitalart #sketchbook #art
Eat. Sleep. Fail. Repeat. Four words to choke upon... #fredwardfall #fail #repeat #words #digitalart #darkart
Sorry for my late reply. Or missing reply. Actually there are a lot of demons to kill. Hope it'll be done and get easier soon. Please don't be mad, doing my very best! 🖤 . #fredwardfall #sorry #latereply #demons #digitalart #sketchbook
So, this really is an Insider - like we used to say - and I'm not sure if more than one person knows where it's from. 😅 But it perfectly fits the date just in a very peculiar way. 😉 Have a blessed weekend, no matter if ya believe in god or not. By the way... that little rabbit is a character from a children's book i illustrated last year. . . #fredwardfall #easter #sins #rabbit #digitalart #sketchbook #characterdesign #weeds #conversation
I'm wasting all my future strength just to stand the damn present. Well, the billing is done at the end what is left and what's already been spent. . . . #fredwardfall #time #present #future #strength #digitalart #sketchbook #darkart #death
🕸️🕸️🕸️𝖎𝖓𝖉𝖎𝖛𝖎𝖉𝖚𝖊𝖑𝖑𝖊 𝖁𝖔𝖗𝖇𝖊𝖘𝖙𝖊𝖑𝖑𝖚𝖓𝖌🕸️🕸️🕸️ Es ist wieder so weit. 🖤 Du wählst das Design, das dir gefällt. 🖤 Du wählst die Stoffart, die du möchtest. 🖤 Du wählst die Menge, die du möchtest. 🖤 Du kannst dich an der Vorfreude. (12 Wochen Lieferzeit) Jersey, French Terry, Canvas, Popeline, Musselin, Leinen, Swim wear, Softshell, Viskose Jersey. . . . #metalmotte #kristinheldrung #kristinheldrungdesign #fredwardfall #eigenproduktion #eigenproduktionen #vorbestellung #vorbestellen #stoffedrucken #stoffebedrucken #schwarznäht #dsa #indsagram #penandpaper #fantasy #halloween #cosplay #nähenfürmädchen #nähenfürjungs #selbernähen #metalstoffe #nähenstattkaufen #nähenverbindet #nähenfetztvoll #nähenmachtsüchtig #nähenistmeinjoga #gothstoffe #nähenisttoll #nähenmachtspass #nähenistwiezaubernkönnen
All i wanted was some friends but i only got scissorhands. . . . #fredwardfall #edwardscissorhands #timburton #fanart #digitalart #characterdesign #sketchbook
My brain and the world They always fight About who is wrong and who is right. Who is the one that is to blame And who is the one That is insane. I think it's you, world Said the brain The world was answering the same. And if they both are still alive they absolutely will still fight. #fredwardfall #storytelling #comic #digitalart #battle #wrong #right #mentalhealthawareness #poetry #sketchbook
After years of scientific and emotional research i finally dropped my theory about the: GENERAL RELATIVITY OF THE ME. The pending me Through gravity Approaches Singularity. Like on an strong invisible line We're lost in-between space and time We're orbiting the future me The one that we will use to be. And that is the whole theory about the relativity Between the present pending me And the final ending me. #fredwardfall #generalrelativity #science #emotions #einstein #sketchbook #digitalart #thoughts #astrophysics
There once were two sisters. Sympathy and cyanide. Sympathy was nice and kind and beautiful. But soon she died from cyanide. Because cyanide is toxic. Don't be a cyanide. . . . #fredwardfall #sympathy #cyanide #cynical #story #digitalart #sketchbook #darkart #darkhumor #toxic
The rainy cloud over my head does sadly have some side effects. These side effects affect a lot can't hide them and can't even stop They can be seen by everyone what is just disgustingly wrong I never wanted this to be but dark clouds like to follow me obviously. So, sorry for pouring my raindrops on you It's nothing i wanted, but it's what I do. . . . #fredwardfall #sideeffects #rainy #darkclouds #digitalart #characterdesign #art #sketchbook
And every day another part of me is fading away... . . . #fredwardfall #fading #away #digitalart #sketchbook #emotional
To do or not to do. That is the question. Who doesn't know... The Todos of tomorrow. The circle of procrastination #fredwardfall #todos #todo #procrastination #circle #meme #digitalart #sketchbook
To do or not to do. That is the question. Who doesn't know... The Todos of tomorrow. The circle of procrastination So what about you? To Do or not to do? #fredwardfall #todos #todo #procrastination #circle #meme #digitalart #sketchbook
What the if...!? There's an IF in life. It's our greatest option. Though our hardest test. It's a mighty weapon. To and against ourselves. . . . #fredwardfall #if #life #darkart #digitalart #thoughts #artword #heartwork #art #decisions
The problem producing procedure. With every breath that we take, the problems will surely inflate. And the only way, how to decrease, would probably be, stopping to breath. . . . #fredwardfall #inflation #problems #meaning #thoughts #digitalart #artsy #balloons
How far will we go? When it's too late, we will know. Digitalization, yes please. But can we probably think about it before, this time? Does it really make sense in every way? . . . #fredwardfall #digitalisation #emotions #nowadays #digitalart #thoughts #sketchbook
Fear is like a game. It's not sure that you'll win but you certainly lose when you don't play the game. And by learning how to play the game you'll definitely get better and some day you'll win. . . . #fredwardfall #fear #playing #digitalart #mentalhealthmatters
... So, today there's a pretty dark and weird one mentioning mental illness. Cause it's important to talk about it. If you feel bad go find someone you can talk to. we're all crazy. Just in different ways and expressions. Anyways, hope you like the drawing cause it was a hell lot of work. 😅 🖤 . . . #fredwardfall #mentalhealthawareness #mentalillness #darkart #digitalart
Habt ihr denn schon die unglaublich tollen Panele bei @metalmotte geshopt? Die Motive von @fredwardfall sind immer mega 🖤 und lassen auch die düsteren Herzen schlagen 🖤 Ich mag sie jedenfalls total und werde mir auch die neuen Motive besorgen 🥳 #metalmotte #fredwardfall #princessdarkness #dark #outfitoftheday #gothicsewing #gothaesthetic #gothgirl #nähenistmeinyoga #nähenistwiezaubernkönnen
Not even myself...! 😅 #fredwardfall #illusion #control #art
🖤🖤🖤𝕱𝖗𝖊𝖉𝖜𝖆𝖗𝖉𝖋𝖆𝖑𝖑🖤🖤🖤 Und nun sind sie auch im Sale: die vier ersten Panele von Florian aka @fredwardfall 🖤 Ihr bekommt seine Zeichnungen auf Jersey und French Terry für unschlagbare 16,- Euro. Ein paar Exemplare haben wir sogar noch auf Musselin und Canvas hier.☺️ Das Panel ist 75 cm hoch und 150cm breit. Warum gibt's die Reduzierung? Wir bleiben euch erhalten, keine Bange 😉 Wir möchten euch etwas Gutes Tun.
Something is holding me back. Well, maybe it's just myself again. Like mysterious gravity we stay bound to our fears, doubts and habits. (And the 2nd law of thermodynamics defines:) Entropy can only increase. So how should i grow by tearing myself apart, every time i move? Like an unborn star i try to gather enough energy so i can finally explode and burn down in a furious shining hell of a ride. But every time I'm pretty close to initiate fusion, i collapse from my own gravity just like you're letting off an inflated balloon. No escaping gravity. . . . #fredwardfall #gravity #thoughts #darkart #digitalart #sketchbok #horror
Empower yourself. #fredwardfall #empowerment #equality #digitalart #sketchbook
I know it's hard to live here with me cause it hurts. But that's the place I live. I'm thankful and happy that you're still here. Maybe one day I'll be brave enough to leave this place. What a wonderful world that would be. Just u and me. Happy Valentine's day! 🖤 . . . #fredwardfall #valentines #togetherness #digitalart #edge #match #sketchbook #emotional
CAUTION! Ridiculous stupidity has activated RAGE MODE. With darkness I'm filled, now darkness gets spilled, upon all this stupidity, so run and hide, humanity. . . . #fredwardfall #darkness #ragemode #stupidity #humanity #darkart #digitalart
" You can call me a freak, you can call me a creep, but one thing you can't call me and that is.... I'm weak. " Keep on moving. I know you can. We'll look back and be so proud somewhen. . . . . . #fredwardfall #way #of #life #digitalart #sketchbook #darkart #keepgoing
And i find it kind of funny and i find it kind of sad , that without a reasonable reason my engagement rate is dead. Yeah, it's honestly more sad than funny cause it's kinda my existence but ... ...the Internet 2024 seems to only be a place for crap, hate, fraud and cheap minded influenzas. Quantity over quality. The social network policy. Well, thanks to all of you still caring and supporting me and I'll try to keep on posting my non-conforming content into Mordors greedy gulp. Until it's eaten my fragile soul completely and nothing's left but a warming memory of a past little dream. Sincerely, fredwardfall . . . #fredwardfall #engagement #rage #digitalart #socialmedia
Miss Butterfly. #fredwardfall #miss #butterfly #sketchbook #digitalart
The first and second laws of emodynamics... Like Gravity and Entropy The beat of life is constantly Changing our entity just sadly pretty randomly. It's going up it's going down It's pulling us onto the ground It's pushing us into the sky And that just happens till we die. ... Well, to say it more simple: "the ups and downs of life". That's what the line says, if you haven't already figured it out. 😉 . . . #fredwardfall #emodynamics #heartbeat #digitalart #sketchbook #artist
📦📦📦𝕾𝖆𝖒𝖒𝖊𝖑𝖋𝖚𝖓𝖐𝖙𝖎𝖔𝖓📦📦📦 Für euch eingefügt. Die Sammelfunktion. 🥳 Da wir viele Stöffchen senken werden im Preis oder schon haben, bietet es sich an, bei uns zu sammeln. Wenn Du Porto sparen möchtest, bestelle ganz normal und gehe dann bei der Versandauswahl auf Sammeln. Bei Deiner letzten Bestellung klicke dann bitte auf "Sammeln beenden". So einfach geht´s. 🤟 . . . #metalmotte #kristinheldrung #kristinheldrungdesign #fredwardfall #darkness #stoff #stoffliebe #eigenproduktion #eigenproduktionen #larp #schwarznäht #sammeln #portosparen #kundenliebe #stoffpanel #versand #nähenfürmädchen #eigenedesigns #metalstoffe #nähenstattkaufen #nähenverbindet #nähenfetztvoll #nähenmachtsüchtig #nähenistmeinjoga #gothstoffe #nähenmachtspass #nähenistwiezaubernkönnen #nähen #sale
🕸️🕸️🕸️𝕮𝖗𝖆𝖜𝖑𝖞 🕸️🕸️🕸️ Für euch reduziert.🥳 Pro Panel nur noch 10,- Euro. French Terry und in vier verschiedenen Farben! Es werden die nächsten Tage mehr Panels im Shop runter gesetzt. Dann folgt auch die Meterware. Warum?🤔 Weil das Leben im Allgemeinen teurer geworden ist und viele ihr Hobby nicht mehr ausüben können. Unser Beitrag für euch; günstigere Stoffe. Gerne teilen und weitererzählen! Viel Spaß 😘 . . . #metalmotte #kristinheldrung #kristinheldrungdesign #fredwardfall #stoff #stofferegensburg #eigenedesigns #eigenproduktion #günstiger #stoffpanel #schwarzistbuntgenug #schwarznäht #crawly #spinnennetz #spinne #kinder #lila #cute #spider #rabatt #frenchterry #creepy #stoffdruck #nähenmachtglücklich #nähenistmeinjoga #nähenfürkinder #nähenverbindet #nähen #nähenistwiezaubernkönnen #nähenfürbabys
And it's still beating... 🖤 #fredwardfall #heart #onelove #heartart #sketchbook
Giving everything getting nothing. That's how it often feels. Of course, it isn't constantly balanced, but it neither is in any kind of balance overall. And that's what it should be right? Or..., feel like. Look twice! Justice is just ice. . . . #fredwardfall #justice #justitian #digitalartwork #characterdesign
🖤🖤🖤𝕬𝖇𝖘𝖙𝖎𝖒𝖒𝖚𝖓𝖌 🖤🖤🖤 Florian von @fredwardfall hat uns drei neue Motive zur Verfügung gestellt. Jedes einzelne ist einzigartig und wunderbar. ☺️ Welches dürfen wir als Erstes für euch drucken?🤔 Bitte mit einem Emoji beim jeweiligen Kommentar reagieren. Und schaut bei Florian vorbei, ihr findet ihn bei Instagram, Facebook und auf seiner Website. Lässt ein bisschen Liebe da!🖤 . . . #metalmotte #fredwardfall #dressedindarkness #whenangelsdeservetodie #weareallmadhere #kristinheldrung #kristinheldrungdesign #darkart #eigenproduktion #eigenproduktionen #stoffpanel #nähen #gothic #zusammenarbeit #digitalart #madness #weirdo #blackcat #humanart #spooky #ghosts #ballerina #ballet #angels #umfrage #abstimmung
🖤🖤🖤𝕹𝖊𝖚𝖊 𝕻𝖗𝖔𝖉𝖚𝖐𝖙𝖊 🖤🖤🖤 Immer wieder ziehen neue Produkte bei uns ein. Was nähst Du gerade?🤟 Fehlt noch Etwas in unserem Shop, das wir unbedingt besorgen sollen? 🤔 Schreibt es in die Kommentare! . . . #metalmotte #kristinheldrung #kristinheldrungdesign #fredwardfall #schwarzistbuntgenug #metalhead #gothic #dsa3 #dsa5 #dasschwarzeauge #larp #loeilnoir #lifeactionroleplay #regensburg #regenstauf #neuesprodukt #kundenliebe #cthulhu #convention #hetoogdesmeesters #gothicstoff #schwarznäht #rock #eigenproduktion #creepy #darkart #fantasy #mittelalter #fledermaus #bat
I'm trying to push the bullshit away, but it pushes back on me every day. #fredwardfall #wallofcrap #resistance #sketchbook
"Is it easy to live inside ya head?" No. Not when you're different. What really is easy, is to be separated. Divided from others, from life, from feeling normal. But no one is normal. We need to redefine normality. Doing what everyone does, being like everyone is, doesn't mean you're normal. It means you're a copycat. #beyourself #fredwardfall #digitalart #thinkaboutit #normal #outsiderart
Push it to the limit. Then face the fact that this limit isn't the limit. It's just A limit. A border line. Keeping you from all that's beyond, above, behind. Behind the limit is only the beginning. Limits are just the borders to the imaginable space of your current self. You push them. You set them. You take them. #fredwardfall #nolimits #limited #life #digitalart #mentalhealthmatters #darkart
Don't forget, if you're sad, there's always someone to have your back. 😅 . . . #fredwardfall #falling #quote #digitalart #sketchbook #grounded #lifelessons
There is magic in every new beginning.. #fredwardfall #happynewyear #magic #digitalart
✨✨✨𝕽𝖊𝖑𝖆𝖚𝖓𝖈𝖍✨✨✨ Und..... Da sind wir wieder. 😃 Wir schließen natürlich nicht komplett. Und das haben sehr viele von Euch erkannt. 🥰 Lieben Dank für die zahlreichen Nachrichten. 📩 Hier ist der Link für unsere neue Website. Trägt euch ein, um den Relaunch sofort mitzuerleben. https://metalmotte.de/password . . . #metalmotte #kristinheldrung #kristinheldrungdesign #fredwardfall #metalhead #metalstoffe #goth #gothicstoff #eigenproduktion #schwarznäht #schwarz #schwarzistbuntgenug #stoffliebe #panele #relaunch #neuewebsite #nähenmachtglücklich #nähenistmeinjoga #dsa #dsa3 #dsa5 #dasschwarzeauge #darkart #creepy #halloween #loeilnoir #hetoogdesmeesters #larp #lifeactionroleplay #mittelalter
✨✨✨𝕳𝖆𝖕𝖕𝖞 𝖓𝖊𝖜 𝖞𝖊𝖆𝖗✨✨✨ Wir wünschen euch von Herzen einen ganz wundervollen Start ins neue Jahr 2024. 🖤 Viel Gesundheit, Zufriedenheit, Gelassenheit und Zeit mit Menschen,ndie ihr liebt.❤️ Danke für all eure Liebe, eure lieben Nachrichten, eure Unterstützung.😊 Danke für die unzähligen Bestellungen, eure Stoffdesignideen und die individuellen Nähaufträge. 🤟 Danke für die schönen Gespräche und Treffen mit euch auf den Stoffmärkten, Messen und Convenventions.🥰 Danke auch für die Unterstützung meiner zwei lieben Künstler @kristinheldrung_design und @fredwardfall. Danke für DREI volle Jahre Vertrauen und Erfüllung meines Traumes! . . . #metalmotte #kristinheldrung #kristinheldrungdesign #fredwardfall #metalhead #metal #metalstoffe #gothic #gothicstoff #wgt #spielemesse #schwarznäht #schwarzistbuntgenug #nähenmachtglücklich #nähenistmeinjoga #eigenedesigns #eigenproduktion #roleplay #larp #dsa5 #dsa3 #dasschwarzeauge #liveactionroleplay #loeilnoir #hetoogdesmeesters #mittelalter #reenactment #mittelalterkleidung #penandpaper #darkart
Goodbye 2023. 💀 Have a great last day and let's embrace 2024. Can't get worse... 😬 #fredwardfall #2023 #nye #sketchbook #digitalart #change